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Don't worry, I won't bother you
you can go ahead and keep calm
if you don't want your love to come through

I'll release your heart from my palms

I'll let you go, if you want to be free

but don't yell for me when I cross the sea

 

Your last chance came with the summer breeze

no matter how hard I tried, you were never pleased

But as I leave, I wonder if you'll miss me?

as the sun gets warmer, as the leaves turn green

will you look back at our memories?

will they ever become your secret stories?

 

No matter how this story will end

I'll miss having you as my closest friend

cause what you were to me was more than attraction

I've never had a bigger love affection

and the place in my heart that used to belong to you

will be a hole that can't be healed by someone new

 

will they ever become your secret stories?

 

As the summer will turn into fall

and the days will turn into years

I'll forget your number, I won't ever call

and I'll try my best to hide my tears

I'll act strong and keep my smile

cause the happy me was the me you admired

 

will they ever become your secret stories?

How many times can I say your name

I don't know how many times I said it over again

because I wish you were here tonight

why aren't you laying next to me, holding me thight

Why aren't your hands feeling me all over

you used to use your body as my cover

 

bet you're happy without my love

 

When I'm alone I think too much

I do nothing but long for your touch

I tell you I'm not as all those other girls

that I don't really need shining pearls

and I tell you not to worry cause I'm smart

how can we move on after such a beautiful start

 

You pulled the "dream girl" card on me

said I was everything you want a woman to be

but now that we're apart

I feel you wasn't true to my heart

I can imagine you with someone else right now

bet you're happy without my love

 

I promised myself I won't waste my tears

and that this won't make me gain new fears

cause I've always loved that I'm not scared

and that no matter your lies, I always cared

and I've always felt that the other side of the bed

was meant for you, I guess I was mislead

 

bet you're happy without my love

I feel like I've been here before

The judgement in your eyes when you say

you don't want to see me anymore

and the roses you gave me, like a proof you'd stay

dies along with your words

The floor covered in petals now

before they were as red as my lips

those lips you used to love to kiss

 

But the world became grey with your choice

and all the colours are gone

I can't recognize your voice

when you tell me we're done

but still this scene is like a recap

because you're leaving me again

The things you say feels like a knife

cutting through my vains

 

So once again you leave me crying on the floor

even though we had all these years together

your eyes are cold when you say 

that you don't care about me any longer

and when you leave I hear you frowning

as you close the door

and your footsteps on my driveway

reminds me of all the times we spent laughing

 

 

If I know you, you'll get lonely and give me a call

but next time I won't pick up the phone

This is the last time I'll let myself fall

and I won't let myself be your comfort zone

These are the things I promised myself

when I heard you start your car and drive away

leaving me on the floor with a heart aching

it's getting worse with every heartbeat

 

In my head it goes blah, blah, blah

I'm not listening to anything you're saying

You never let me be a part of your conversations

just going on an on about your life

If you asked me a little about mine, thar would be nice

 

You're on a egotrip, egotrip

You say I'm your egoboost, egoboost

it's just beause I never hush you on your lips

and because I always smile to your stories

 

It's my own fault for being such a nice girl

but shut up, shut up, shut up and listen to me

Boy, I love you loads, more than I loved anyone before

but I want you to hear me and not just be with me

because I have a pretty face

 

and because I always smile to your stories

 

I am smart, I am clever

and you first liked me because I have brains

but still you don't want my opinions

and you're having your own discussions

How does it feel, talking to a wall?

I feel like you're a radio, everytime you call

 

and because I always smile to your stories

 

Everything I wanted

that person's head now laying on my knee

Everything I need

that person is now deeply asleep

I'm so happy you feel safe with me

and I can see that you're smiling

 

 

You feel great in my arms

I know you could die in them

and I know you're not afraid to fall

cause I told you clearly, I'll never let you down

Whenever you need a shoulder, just call

 

I belong with you, you belong with me

there is no way fighting it

When you told me I was as pretty one can be

my best day from here to eternity

I will never, ever leave

 

And when you dared to love me

you realized that your fears about your life

changing blew away with the wind

and once before you whispered

that it became better, I made your life complete

 

 

 

The reason why I turn my music up so loud

is because I want to drown the sound of my own thoughts

they're occupied with nothing but you

and cause I can't see you for so long, I want them to go away

If I keep going like this I will cry

until I drown in my own tears

 

The classic line

that you're the first thing on my mind every morning

and the last thing I think about before I go to bed

It's never been this true before, I think I love you

I spend all night thinking about us and our memories

and when I finally fall asleep, I see you in my dreams

 

How do people keep on going like this

how can I survive without a single kiss

I didn't know what a breaking heart meant

before I gave it to your careless hands

Don't keep hurting people, you will get it back for sure

don't ask me to stay friends, I can never look at you again

 

and when I finally fall asleep, I see you in my dreams

 

But the memory of your smile

your body against mine

the heat from our bodies when we sleep

when I made you laugh again

by kissing you when you were angry

when you told me I was the prettiest girl

I thought it could last forever

 

and when I finally fall asleep, I see you in my dreams

I can't forget, how hard I even try

Say that you need me

say that without me you can't be alright

promise to always make up with me

after every single fight

and I need to know that we

always kiss each other good night

 

Kiss me like that

like I see in the movies

like I'm one in a million

with eyes showing your affection

that tells me nothing else

than that I'm total perfection

 

Give me your love

the kind that you never gave to anyone

and don't stop melting in my arms

everytime you hug me

keep needing me like I need you

keep hold on to me, don't let go

 

than that I'm total perfection

 

Every kiss from you

is like sunshine after rain

Every kiss from you

takes away my pain

Every kiss, every kiss

makes me want one again

 

than that I'm total perfection

You, you, you

Why do you have to be so stupid?

And so pretty and so lovely?

But so freaking mean

 

I, I, I

Why do I have to be so stupid?

And so annoying and so strange?

But so freaking kind

 

We, we, we

Why are we never coming along?

So bad timing, such bad lies

But so amazingly nice

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should ot care about

my freaking heart?

 

You, you, you

Why do you have to be so stupid?

And so handsome and smile so bright?

But so freaking mean

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should it care about

my freaking heart?

 

I, I, I

Why do I have to be so stupid?

And so crazy and so clingy?

But so freaking kind

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should it care about

my freaking heart

But summer is on it's way now

I feel like all my troubles will go away somehow

I might feel like I need you today

but if I'm leaving, I think all my feelings will go away

So don't tell me with a sad face

that you're sorry we came to this place

 

You can move along now, baby

I don't need you ever, let's just face it

I can get another guy in the blink of an eye

and that love will take me high

You might be pretty but so full of yourself

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

 

And I can already feel the breeze go through my hair

and I already feel how I'm done with all my fears

when I'm at the beach with all my friends

I won't miss you and I won't need revenge

I'm done with men who act like boys

I'm done with them playing like we're toys

 

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

 

Hey, I'm up for a summer romance

I'm up for getting caught up in a dance

I'll be hitting all the clubs, every weekend

and there won't be anything I need to defend

You say you need time, I say I don't want to see your face

and this time I'll let someone but me do the chase

 

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

We tried to fly but we fell hard

we tried to love but it tore us apart

we tried to be gentle but moved too fast

we tried to take a chance but it didn't last

now all that's left is to put it in the past

 

Why can't I never, ever make it out

why can't I ever, ever get what it's all about

when someone says "I like you"

I always end up saying "I like you too"

but I never realize beforehand that I said it too soon

 

Why is it okey for you to do as you please

while I'm always struggling just to stay at ease

I don't know if you're playing

I can't understand what you're saying

You tell me you're a great liar

and I end up feeling like I'm on fire

 

Cheer up babe, you will shine again

you'll be lost in love soon

when I'm getting lost in your eyes

You will smile again when I

do silly things just to cheer you up

when I remind you that I'm yours

and you are mine

 

When I confess my love for you

when I make you realize you need me too

Cause I fell for you, I hit it hard this time

You are the best thing that ever crossed my way

and there's no doubt that you will stay

You say you don't remember how to do it

but you know that neither do I

so can we just act serious and try

 

Honey, it's not dangerous

to let someone in your sphere

it's a part of life, it's natural

so if you go ahead and face your fear

this could be better than in your dreams

I know that this love could be real

so tell me how you feel

so can we just act serious and try

 

I know you can look into my heart

I already gave it all to you

there's no other pieces

only thing that exist inside

is all my thoughts and love and dreams

and all those feelings, about you

I know you want to give away yours too

 

so can we just act serious and try

 

And you told me you told your mom about me

and I said I won't tell mine

until I know you're serious because

if I tell her it might become reality

and the world might stop spinning
because you will leave me

 

But I told her tonight

when I started to cry

and it felt like I couldn't survive

and since my friends ignore me

I thought my mom could see

with clear eyes on the situation

and she could tell I love you without hesitation

 

Do you know it's a big step I took

do you know how this made me look

So can you see now

that I'm serious about us

can you understand now

that my feelings are never-ending true

 

Don't let me hanging

on such a thin thread

don't tell me I'm the one

if you can't be true to me

Don't act like you are serious

and then ignore my existance

 

You say I'm the only thing on your mind

and tell me you hate it when I cry

then why do you go out with the guys

without calling me, without a word

and I just know you're screwing other girls

 

I miss the taste of your lips

miss the touch of your fingertips

I think about you all the time

and I want to call you mine

but I'll never admit to you

how much I actually do like you

 

and I just know you're screwing other girls

 

Why did you tell me

you don't want anyone else

Why did you swear

that you can't stop looking at my face

and even though I think you're so stupid

I love you with my life

 

and I just know you're screwing other girls

I said before
I bragged about it
all the things I was going to do
when you sit there with your man
in your house way too young
with two kids and a job you don't like

that I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

When I was frowning at
the way you choose to live your life
when I see you and you have been ageing
the wrinkles in your face seems deeper
and you let, you let yourself go
While I'm still looking like I'm 19 years old

And I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

I said that I, with the world in my hands
and never in my pockets I'll catch
all the flights, to everywhere
and make the most out of my time
while you just sit there
waiting for the weekend to come around

And I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

But I can see in your eyes that you are happy
and the way your husband look at you
and the way your kids call you "mother"
it makes your heart melt and you feel so lucky
and I don't have that and I'm thinking
inside my head that I might've missed out
cause after all, they say "love is all you need"

But I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

I miss you so much
do I really need to say it all again
I need your touch
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

You left me, I left you
but neither one of us wanted to
and we know it could've been
the very best of all our feelings

We really did try
but it seems to be all over - once again
For a second we could fly
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

We seem to never get the timing right
and we want each other more than any other
but it's so exhausting trying to fight
to make others believe we need each other

If we could become one
and I could kiss you just once again
my very warm and lovely sun
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

but all our struggles seems to've been in vain
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain
We tried, we tried, again and again
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

This time
I need to get it right this time
but I don't know how
teach me about this game of love
what do I say, what do I do
so many mistakes I don't want to redo

Heartbroken
felt the pain since forever
when will it be my turn
Please dear God, help me this time
this guy is everything I ever wanted
and he might be all I need

How I'm always waiting for his texts
am I a fool the way I stare at my phone
give me a break now
Help me, help me, help me
Praying for all his love
I wish I was a little bit better at love

Some people knows exactly what to say
I'm like that with everything else
but with this guy I just feel silly
it's because I like him way too much
and the more we talk the deeper I fall
I pray to you God, can you make him call

I need love and understanding
though I know I've been mean sometimes
but that is a long time ago and I'm better now
I drove people away because I was scared
I thought nobody could love me so I bailed
but this time it feels so right, I swear

This time
make it happen this time
don't make my heart get broken yet again
I'm crying already, just thinking about
what would happened if I was ignored one more time
Dear God, I need this guy
you know he's everything I wished for

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

The storm isn't over yet
we have to many regrets
never said "I love you"
even though I wanted to
never said "I love him"
to your friends that said "let him in"

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

They say you're serious
still, you act like it can't be us
they say to never let you go
still I act like I have to
Why are we doing this
when all we want is each other's kiss

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

And you said you told your mom about me
that you never met anyone like me
and I trusted you
and that's the same thing I feel about you
Why do you make me cry
why do we need to lie

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

I'm tired of this
I can't take it anymore
I need to go home
home like back to where I came from
I can't live my life like this

I hate what it became
I'm so tired of bullshit
I'm so tired of being broken down
tired of hurting others
I am what I am, I can't change it

If I just freely
could love who I love
If I just happily
could hold him in my arms
but it never goes my way

I don't think it's in it for me
to be okey
Why is it so fun to see me suffer
I haven't felt happy for real
in a very long, long time

I'll fake it until I make it
I thought I had a best friend
I thought I could have love too
but I can't stand to look at her
and I can't stop looking at him

And I can't express myself
cause there's not enough words
to describe these feelings
It's so complex and complicated
I just want to stay in bed forever

I want to hug you
and kiss you
and laugh with you
and treat you right
and tell you that you're worth it

And I'm so sorry that I can't
I hate that we keep on hurting each other
we could be so happy
but you're right that friends comes first
but I'll miss your lips against mine
for a lifetime

You can not slow me down
only thing to do with me
no choice but rise and shine
I'll take you to the stars, baby
make your life bright like a sun
I'll make you happy forever, baby
make you know you won

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

And if you didn't know I'll tell you
I think you're so hot
it's almost hard to look at you
I think you're so nice
I can't stop thinking about you
and I think you're worth everything

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

Be brave and stay with me
I'll never hurt you
I'll never let you down
I'll make you laugh forever
please take my hand
I'm reaching out to you
See the smile on my face, baby
it's just because of you

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

Faking a smile

I do it all the time

I'm always happy

what a lie

I'm always lucky

no, I always cry

 

Even with my friends

I feel so far away

try to follow the conversation

but forget the occasion

I doze off unnoticed

turn off my ears

 

Even though I say

"No really, I'm okey"

it's never true

just don't want to worry you

so I'm faking it

lying to bits

 

Faking a smile no, I always cry

 

When happiness is gone

I turn to sorrow

I might try

to get out to the light

but I'm not strong enough

life is way too though

 

Faking a smile Faking a smile