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You, you, you

Why do you have to be so stupid?

And so pretty and so lovely?

But so freaking mean

 

I, I, I

Why do I have to be so stupid?

And so annoying and so strange?

But so freaking kind

 

We, we, we

Why are we never coming along?

So bad timing, such bad lies

But so amazingly nice

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should ot care about

my freaking heart?

 

You, you, you

Why do you have to be so stupid?

And so handsome and smile so bright?

But so freaking mean

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should it care about

my freaking heart?

 

I, I, I

Why do I have to be so stupid?

And so crazy and so clingy?

But so freaking kind

 

It's all gonna end up your way

it never ends up like I say

you got this love in your pocket

why should it care about

my freaking heart

But summer is on it's way now

I feel like all my troubles will go away somehow

I might feel like I need you today

but if I'm leaving, I think all my feelings will go away

So don't tell me with a sad face

that you're sorry we came to this place

 

You can move along now, baby

I don't need you ever, let's just face it

I can get another guy in the blink of an eye

and that love will take me high

You might be pretty but so full of yourself

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

 

And I can already feel the breeze go through my hair

and I already feel how I'm done with all my fears

when I'm at the beach with all my friends

I won't miss you and I won't need revenge

I'm done with men who act like boys

I'm done with them playing like we're toys

 

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

 

Hey, I'm up for a summer romance

I'm up for getting caught up in a dance

I'll be hitting all the clubs, every weekend

and there won't be anything I need to defend

You say you need time, I say I don't want to see your face

and this time I'll let someone but me do the chase

 

if I have to choose between us, I will pick myself

We tried to fly but we fell hard

we tried to love but it tore us apart

we tried to be gentle but moved too fast

we tried to take a chance but it didn't last

now all that's left is to put it in the past

 

Why can't I never, ever make it out

why can't I ever, ever get what it's all about

when someone says "I like you"

I always end up saying "I like you too"

but I never realize beforehand that I said it too soon

 

Why is it okey for you to do as you please

while I'm always struggling just to stay at ease

I don't know if you're playing

I can't understand what you're saying

You tell me you're a great liar

and I end up feeling like I'm on fire

 

Cheer up babe, you will shine again

you'll be lost in love soon

when I'm getting lost in your eyes

You will smile again when I

do silly things just to cheer you up

when I remind you that I'm yours

and you are mine

 

When I confess my love for you

when I make you realize you need me too

Cause I fell for you, I hit it hard this time

You are the best thing that ever crossed my way

and there's no doubt that you will stay

You say you don't remember how to do it

but you know that neither do I

so can we just act serious and try

 

Honey, it's not dangerous

to let someone in your sphere

it's a part of life, it's natural

so if you go ahead and face your fear

this could be better than in your dreams

I know that this love could be real

so tell me how you feel

so can we just act serious and try

 

I know you can look into my heart

I already gave it all to you

there's no other pieces

only thing that exist inside

is all my thoughts and love and dreams

and all those feelings, about you

I know you want to give away yours too

 

so can we just act serious and try

 

And you told me you told your mom about me

and I said I won't tell mine

until I know you're serious because

if I tell her it might become reality

and the world might stop spinning
because you will leave me

 

But I told her tonight

when I started to cry

and it felt like I couldn't survive

and since my friends ignore me

I thought my mom could see

with clear eyes on the situation

and she could tell I love you without hesitation

 

Do you know it's a big step I took

do you know how this made me look

So can you see now

that I'm serious about us

can you understand now

that my feelings are never-ending true

 

Don't let me hanging

on such a thin thread

don't tell me I'm the one

if you can't be true to me

Don't act like you are serious

and then ignore my existance

 

You say I'm the only thing on your mind

and tell me you hate it when I cry

then why do you go out with the guys

without calling me, without a word

and I just know you're screwing other girls

 

I miss the taste of your lips

miss the touch of your fingertips

I think about you all the time

and I want to call you mine

but I'll never admit to you

how much I actually do like you

 

and I just know you're screwing other girls

 

Why did you tell me

you don't want anyone else

Why did you swear

that you can't stop looking at my face

and even though I think you're so stupid

I love you with my life

 

and I just know you're screwing other girls

I said before
I bragged about it
all the things I was going to do
when you sit there with your man
in your house way too young
with two kids and a job you don't like

that I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

When I was frowning at
the way you choose to live your life
when I see you and you have been ageing
the wrinkles in your face seems deeper
and you let, you let yourself go
While I'm still looking like I'm 19 years old

And I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

I said that I, with the world in my hands
and never in my pockets I'll catch
all the flights, to everywhere
and make the most out of my time
while you just sit there
waiting for the weekend to come around

And I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

But I can see in your eyes that you are happy
and the way your husband look at you
and the way your kids call you "mother"
it makes your heart melt and you feel so lucky
and I don't have that and I'm thinking
inside my head that I might've missed out
cause after all, they say "love is all you need"

But I'm gonna rule the world
I'm gonna go all around it
make friends everywhere
and throw my hair
out of my eyes when I
see all these thing that will be stuck in my
memories, but they'll never be in yours

I miss you so much
do I really need to say it all again
I need your touch
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

You left me, I left you
but neither one of us wanted to
and we know it could've been
the very best of all our feelings

We really did try
but it seems to be all over - once again
For a second we could fly
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

We seem to never get the timing right
and we want each other more than any other
but it's so exhausting trying to fight
to make others believe we need each other

If we could become one
and I could kiss you just once again
my very warm and lovely sun
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

but all our struggles seems to've been in vain
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain
We tried, we tried, again and again
but all our struggles seems to've been in vain

This time
I need to get it right this time
but I don't know how
teach me about this game of love
what do I say, what do I do
so many mistakes I don't want to redo

Heartbroken
felt the pain since forever
when will it be my turn
Please dear God, help me this time
this guy is everything I ever wanted
and he might be all I need

How I'm always waiting for his texts
am I a fool the way I stare at my phone
give me a break now
Help me, help me, help me
Praying for all his love
I wish I was a little bit better at love

Some people knows exactly what to say
I'm like that with everything else
but with this guy I just feel silly
it's because I like him way too much
and the more we talk the deeper I fall
I pray to you God, can you make him call

I need love and understanding
though I know I've been mean sometimes
but that is a long time ago and I'm better now
I drove people away because I was scared
I thought nobody could love me so I bailed
but this time it feels so right, I swear

This time
make it happen this time
don't make my heart get broken yet again
I'm crying already, just thinking about
what would happened if I was ignored one more time
Dear God, I need this guy
you know he's everything I wished for

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

The storm isn't over yet
we have to many regrets
never said "I love you"
even though I wanted to
never said "I love him"
to your friends that said "let him in"

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

They say you're serious
still, you act like it can't be us
they say to never let you go
still I act like I have to
Why are we doing this
when all we want is each other's kiss

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

And you said you told your mom about me
that you never met anyone like me
and I trusted you
and that's the same thing I feel about you
Why do you make me cry
why do we need to lie

Even if you'll never, ever be mine
I hope, I want, I swear
that I need you near
One last time
hold me thight
one last time
kiss me good night

I'm tired of this
I can't take it anymore
I need to go home
home like back to where I came from
I can't live my life like this

I hate what it became
I'm so tired of bullshit
I'm so tired of being broken down
tired of hurting others
I am what I am, I can't change it

If I just freely
could love who I love
If I just happily
could hold him in my arms
but it never goes my way

I don't think it's in it for me
to be okey
Why is it so fun to see me suffer
I haven't felt happy for real
in a very long, long time

I'll fake it until I make it
I thought I had a best friend
I thought I could have love too
but I can't stand to look at her
and I can't stop looking at him

And I can't express myself
cause there's not enough words
to describe these feelings
It's so complex and complicated
I just want to stay in bed forever

I want to hug you
and kiss you
and laugh with you
and treat you right
and tell you that you're worth it

And I'm so sorry that I can't
I hate that we keep on hurting each other
we could be so happy
but you're right that friends comes first
but I'll miss your lips against mine
for a lifetime

You can not slow me down
only thing to do with me
no choice but rise and shine
I'll take you to the stars, baby
make your life bright like a sun
I'll make you happy forever, baby
make you know you won

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

And if you didn't know I'll tell you
I think you're so hot
it's almost hard to look at you
I think you're so nice
I can't stop thinking about you
and I think you're worth everything

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

Be brave and stay with me
I'll never hurt you
I'll never let you down
I'll make you laugh forever
please take my hand
I'm reaching out to you
See the smile on my face, baby
it's just because of you

It's a lottery
out there, who we'll meet
who we'll end up with
but the truth is, baby
if you never take a step
you may never know
what life can bring you, baby
if you're open you'll find love

Faking a smile

I do it all the time

I'm always happy

what a lie

I'm always lucky

no, I always cry

 

Even with my friends

I feel so far away

try to follow the conversation

but forget the occasion

I doze off unnoticed

turn off my ears

 

Even though I say

"No really, I'm okey"

it's never true

just don't want to worry you

so I'm faking it

lying to bits

 

Faking a smile no, I always cry

 

When happiness is gone

I turn to sorrow

I might try

to get out to the light

but I'm not strong enough

life is way too though

 

Faking a smile Faking a smile

Chasing colours
making rain
who you are is a mystery
I can't tell if you're in pain
I want to know you
but you never let me in
who you are is a mystery
do you never want to win

It's always too good to be true
the feelings of being on a cloud
in a diamond clear sky
laughing out loud
watching the sparkle in your eyes

Thinking this might take us somewhere
getting hopeful about love
but it crushes me, pushes me back
suddenly, without no doubt or fear
everytime you rip my dreams

Over and over
I can not count the times
again and again
I don't know what to say
cause time after time
you burn me down

Thinking this might take us somewhere
getting hopeful about love
but it crushes me, pushes me back
suddenly, without no doubt or fear
everytime you rip my dreams

Diamonds, roses, sparkling snow flakes
Tweeting birds, the smell of fresh air
Sun streaming in between the trees
brightening the forest
you knew that's how you made me feel
still you make those lovely things
freeze

Thinking this might take us somewhere
getting hopeful about love
but it crushes me, pushes me back
suddenly, without no doubt or fear
everytime you rip my dreams

We thought we were on top of the world
we thought we could fly away
we thought our voices got heard
we thought that after every sunset comes another day
and we thought it mattered if we took the right way

But it's so brutal when you wake up
five years later, like a grown-up
realizing we're not yet on the top
I've wasted all my days now, trying to make pop
and noone cares which road you took
we thought the inside mattered, but it's just the way we look

But I'm honest, I don't care
I've gotten over all my fears
before I had a problem if I didn't fit in
but now I feel like being myself is not a sin
the one who's brave enough to be different is the one who'll win

But it's so brutal when you wake up
five years later, like a grown-up
realizing we're not yet on the top
I've wasted all my days now, trying to make pop
and noone cares which road you took
we thought the inside mattered, but it's just the way we look

In my head I'm still a child
sometimes I just like to go wild
I can't even describe what's on my mind
What happened to all the ones who claimed to be
the ones who wanted to guide me

And it's so brutal when you wake up
five years later, like a grown-up
realizing we're not yet on the top
I've wasted all my days now, trying to make pop
and noone cares which road you took
we thought the inside mattered, but it's just the way we look

If I'm happy
if you ask me I would say
that honestly I'm okey
cause the truth will hurt me
if I say it out loud, baby
cause I'm everything but okey
everything but okey

I don't know if you remember
every hours that we've spent
cause I can see them all so clearly
they keep on repeating in my head
Playing in the winter snow
making pretty angels on the frozen lake
sitting in our pyjamas
while we watch our favorite show

And I don't have to try
to feel your lips against mine
it makes me forget all the reasons why
yeah we could turn water into wine
always floating on the clouds in the sky
 took me so high

I don't know if you remember
every hours that we've spent
cause I can see them all so clearly
they keep on repeating in my head
Laughing until we cried
to some silly movie that wasn't even fun
and gloring summer days
getting kisses from the heating sun

So if I'm happy
don't ever ask me that again
cause my memories still remain
and the truth will hurt me
you left me, all in vain
yeah I'm everything but okey
everything but okey

I don't know if you remember
every hours that we've spent
cause I can see them all so clearly
they keep on repeating in my head
Laughing until we cried
to some silly movie that wasn't even fun
and gloring summer days
getting kisses from the heating sun

Everything but okey
everything but okey
everything but okey